Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
His child
Jerome Lee - eversianz
AHS 1F'08,2k'09,3H'10,4H'11
SHPS 1/6,2/6,3/9,4/9,5/9,6/9
BB 49J(2004-2007) 14th(2008-2011)
Leading Boy(Pri Sch), Warrant Officer(Sec Sch)
Once a Hildan, always a hildan.
GOD is my saviour.He is always there for me.
Still ever feeling lonely.
Wants.
New Games
New Bball
New Phone
New Pencil Case DONE
New Watch DONE
New Clothes
Crumpler Slingbag...
Know More People.
Learn More Stuff.
Learn Drums
Learn Dancing
Learn Japanese
Go into top 5 Jcs.
Go into University.
her...
Sunday, May 15, 2011
-5/15/2011 10:32:00 PM
Although there were many screwed up crap that happened to me, I have to life, Don't I?
After all, I dun feel far from God and I don't think I need to die because of these problems. But getting depressed isn't a good thing either. Anyway.
I need to find out the reasons for my problems. Thing is, what alot of books and philsophies say that if you find that the problems is not obvious or you wanna solve your problems, maybe you should look at yourself in the mirror. It may really be my problem instead, the way I act, the way I react to people. I dun notice myself half the time though. I have no idea what stupid impression ppl have of me. I have been asking but I have no idea whether they are really truthfully saying the real stuff.
Damnit man, I feel that I should really go to God. At the same time, I need to find the problems that I have with myself. I would also say this larhs.. after all, I am not perfect either.. I have irrational actions and thoughts before. I regret some of it already. Maybe I should live my life as a form of redemption or for the greater good of this earth. Although we shouldnt indulge ourselves with the luxuries of this world and stuff.. but I think we should all make the best of what we have. BUT where is the encouragement and motivation manz. Nobody is there as usual. Sometimes I have to do this alone. WITH GOD. but He cant be there physically. Only mentally and spiritually. WHO's going to be there for me physically? Thus, I need to solve my social issues first. REALLY NEED TO READ THAT BOOK OF MINE. It seems really true. But they are by right all instinctive actions, just that we dun have the courage to do it.
continue later if i have the time. need to study geog. Screw it.
