Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
His child
Jerome Lee - eversianz
AHS 1F'08,2k'09,3H'10,4H'11
SHPS 1/6,2/6,3/9,4/9,5/9,6/9
BB 49J(2004-2007) 14th(2008-2011)
Leading Boy(Pri Sch), Warrant Officer(Sec Sch)
Once a Hildan, always a hildan.
GOD is my saviour.He is always there for me.
Still ever feeling lonely.
Wants.
New Games
New Bball
New Phone
New Pencil Case DONE
New Watch DONE
New Clothes
Crumpler Slingbag...
Know More People.
Learn More Stuff.
Learn Drums
Learn Dancing
Learn Japanese
Go into top 5 Jcs.
Go into University.
her...
Thursday, May 26, 2011
-5/26/2011 09:39:00 PM
Zzzz. unable to set my mind at ease. Dunno if i am just bored or just irritated with myself.
I cant study at all. Chinese ah chinese. I dunno how to get A1 anymore. I am losing confidence. probably cos the tests all i really sucks esp zuo wen....
I am like staring at all the notes given by Luo lao shi. But dunno how am i going to absorb anything. My brain alr cannot take it.. ZZZZ..
Here we go again. the problems once arise.
I have no idea what enemies I have raised.
I have no idea what exactly I have done wrong.
Then the next thing ppl can say is that you are the wrong. You shouldnt even be on this earth.
Thanks for that sarcastic crap and whatever may come next.
I am not here to entertain losers like these please.
I have a life. I am a person, like any other person on this earth.
If you have nothing better to do, please PLEASE get a life. I think you have not grown up yet.
I dont want you to pity me for what I am. If you think that you know everything about me, think again.
Please dont think that you understand me.
Hopefully there is someone really and truly there for me. If there is, I thank you for you.
Being in this state. I feel as though my life has been flashing with problems here and there.
I have not done much. and SO many things have been happening.
Once again, I embark on my journey to do more things but with the relentless problems that lay ahead of me. I dun wanna offend anyone. JUST WHEN DID I DO ANYTHING CRAPPY?
EVEN WHEN I DID, I WILL TRY TO APOLOGISE. INDEED THERE WERE ONCE OR TWICE WHERE I DID SOMETHINGS OUT OF ANGER. IF I HAVE OFFENDED YOU IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER JUST TELL ME. I WILL APOLOGISE. thanks.
I dun wanna live my life with regrets.
AND I WILL try my best to do it.
From this, and today was career day. It may me think once again. What path should I be taking? I think that my passion does not lie anywhere. My strengths do not seem like strengths anymore and my weaknesses seem so evident. Am I that useless? Like what many have told me, they feel that it is so. Some say I am still okay, some say I am useful. I dun know what I am anymore. But I think the most important thing is to follow our hearts. Follow my heart. Something I had long wanted to give up. The moment things screwed up in primary sch when I did that. Many things I did were acts of impulse. I dunno what is the right thing to do anymore. Like I dunno how, somehow enemies and ppl who dun like me just keep popping out. I have no idea. I have no idea what exactly I did wrong. Once I read in a book. If there is something wrong in the relationship between u and others, and u dun seem to see anything wrong, the problem probably lies in yourself. But I cant see it. I try to act as normal, as quiet. After all keeping quiet will not get you in trouble. But I still cant see it. What exactly is wrong?
