Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
His child
Jerome Lee - eversianz
AHS 1F'08,2k'09,3H'10,4H'11
SHPS 1/6,2/6,3/9,4/9,5/9,6/9
BB 49J(2004-2007) 14th(2008-2011)
Leading Boy(Pri Sch), Warrant Officer(Sec Sch)
Once a Hildan, always a hildan.
GOD is my saviour.He is always there for me.
Still ever feeling lonely.
Wants.
New Games
New Bball
New Phone
New Pencil Case DONE
New Watch DONE
New Clothes
Crumpler Slingbag...
Know More People.
Learn More Stuff.
Learn Drums
Learn Dancing
Learn Japanese
Go into top 5 Jcs.
Go into University.
her...
Monday, September 5, 2011
-9/05/2011 01:19:00 AM
I never ever fail to feel terrible about my own life.
It always feel that I am lacking something, behind some sheet or just being restricted by guilt, regret, or just dunno what the hell i am doing.
Sometimes, I do some crazy stuff to people. That probably freaked alot of people alr. Dunno what the hell i am thinking anw. It is like, I want get out of this wretched thinking, my way of life. It is just so unbearable. I guess what life is that it ain't gonna be that simple. It is not about the studying. But what comes along with it. I dun mind studying, in fact, I want to know more about many stuff.
Socially, i feel so unrest. Never ever feel a moment of comfort at all. It is always me against the world. Times, where I want to please everyone, although knowing that we should "Do the right thing than to what is popular". It just feels like a need to please everyone and be a friend to everyone. But someone told me today, that I have to choose those that I wish to cherish. And give up on the rest. But I kept thinking, I dun want to do that, and WHO ARE THOSE PEOPLE? those people that I would like to cherish...
I cant exactly know either. It just makes me lost.
I mean I am a person who just cares for others, no matter who it is. But it just seems that everyone is not appreciating for who I am. Although i know that I can be weird sometimes, and REALLY freak ppl out, even I sometimes dunno what my intentions are.
thinking that i am really going thru alot although I am not. not living my life carefree, thinking about too much stuff. WHile ppl can relax and say, lets play AND ROCK!
I am just like thinking of all the stuff that I should not think about. Sometimes, I wish I could stop thinking. But i rather make it to good use. It is when I should come with conclusions on what to do at certain times, and not think so much about it.
ARGH. I dun want to lose another friend. I just made myself sound like some crazy dude even though I dun like her. Being a jerk to so many ppl and not being considerate. Those are traits I dislike, and yet here I am being one. WTH is wrong with me!?!?!?!? I have no idea.
LOST. SERIOUSLY. I need a direction, Lord.